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Lost In Between
01:40
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2. |
I Still Remember
06:38
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Face to face, that one moment
I knew there was a light
Her existence, her vibrations
Like a transparent human shell
She was fragile but strong
A human fish with a lion's heart
Fighting
I still remember
I still remember
Moments of happiness, a drill of truth
She became invisible with the arrival of darkness
The gut was suffering but the cheeks were smiling
Her gaze was blank, blank, like me
I remember that day
She was lying,
I held her hand
Trying not to break
She spoke with her eyes
One blink, another blink
Until the light went out
Eyes closed forever
Skin pale and cold
My tears, bigger than a mountain
I remained motionless, like her
I hoped that the world would keep the best of us
My hope died with her
I still remember
I still remember
I still remember her words
"Keep my longing for life"
She knew she was going
"Keep me in your heart"
With a last blink, she went into the light, the light, that disappeared with her
And the darkness remains
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3. |
Blinding Lust
08:06
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In this labyrinth of existence, I am lost and adrift
My heart, a tempest-tossed sea, with waves of pain that lift
I search for what's missing, a piece of something that's mine
A glimmer of hope, to heal the wounds that take their toll
I long for a sense of purpose, to fill this void within
A symphony of meaning, to heal my weary heart's noise
I see the ray of hope, a call to follow
But with each step I take, I must dig deeper
As I try to keep it in sight
I am forced to be blinded by darkness, not light
To be closer to the lost thing I try to find
I must swim through bitter tears in the river of sacrifice
The cost of my jurney is a weight I must wear
A path of thorns and pitfalls full of my despair
I see the ray of hope, a call to follow
But with each step I take, I must dig deeper
As I try to keep it in sight
I am forced to be blinded by darkness, not light
When I though it was over, I turn my head and see it
The thing that I lost a long time ago
As I get closer my eyes turned black
Because I found out what I was looking for
It is my shattered soul, unfixable and dark
And so I stood there, with nothing but my pain
A prisoner of my own quest, a victim of my own brain
Lost in the emptiness, with nothing to hold
The prize I sought, was my own broken soul.
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4. |
Mortal Shelf
07:22
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In the eyes of despair
I see my figure in the air
It stands upside down
Above crowded ghost town
My emptiness pulls me down
The same one I should shoun
I am now in the primeval abyss
To feel the devils kiss
My hands are tied
My soul is open wide
I see faces that cried
On the day I died (x3)
Wrapped in chains
Painful strains
Soot inhalation
Endless frustration
Black hole on my chest
Inside me empty nest
They took my treasure
For their sick pleasure
Narrow cold around me
Now I want to be free
But I am alone
With a bitter taste in my soul
I close my sleepy eyes
I imagine blithe skies
One more thought before I disappear
So I have nothing to fear
Nothing to fear
My hands are tied
My soul is open wide
I see faces that cried
On the day I died
My hands are tied
My soul is open wide
I see faces that cried
On the day I...
My time has passed
Don’t do what they asked
Respect yourself
Don’t be piece on their mortal shelf
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5. |
Deliverance
06:36
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Hidden under the moon
I count the parts of my broken heart
Moment by moment everything changes
I realize that everything stays the same
I want to get out of this skin
I don't want to misrepresent
A wooden mask of happiness on my face
Will be taken down once and for all
Now I want to be free
To be what I am
Just another dark character
In this vortex called life
With hundreds tears in my arms
I pass among people
Everyone is faceless, everyone is silent
Somehow I feel eyes on me
Somehow I hear their screams
They ask for help, we ask for it together
Memories makes me weak
Night is the enemy of dreaming
My thoughts are enemy of mine
And I choose to be there with both
Hear my screams
Now I want to be free
To be what I am
Just another dark character
In this vortex called life
To be what I am
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7. |
Perpetual Mistake
06:29
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Beneath the well of roots and pain
I stand as one, forever staind
My choices cursed with bitter fruit
Devoid of hope devoid of truth
My bed is fraud with twisted fate
A masochistic grim debate
For every step a thousand more
My soul a ruin, a frestic soil
Haunted by my own demise
Shadows of my past arise
I am the disease, I am the curse
The poison that only makes things worse
No escape from my own reflection
A life of pain, a soul isolation
I'm architect of my own collapse
The pain and sorrow leaves only scraps
I try to mend what was broken inside
But the darkness within is hard to hide
I want to end this endless strife
To leave this world and end my life
I know it's selfish but can't you see
The world is better of without me
But I am too weak, too far gone
I'm still awake, I'm crying with dawn
Haunted by my own demise
Shadows of my past arise
I am the disease, I am the curse
The poison that only makes things worse
No escape from my own reflection
A life of pain, a soul isolation
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8. |
I, The Burden
07:27
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How can I fill the void in me?
When I am full of sorrow and grief
How can I fill the void in me?
When there is no room for anything good
Deep in my soul I carry the burden
I don't want it to be known, I don't want it to exist
It eats me up, cuts me like a knife
Emotional chaos is flowing through my veins
I can't help myself
I am the one who suffocates myself
Why do I want the truth?
When the truth hurts the most
Why do I torture myself?
When I have no reason to rejoice
How can I fill the void in me?
When I am full of sorrow and grief
How can I fill the void in me?
When there is no room for anything good
If something happens to me, don't look, don't look for me
(I know you won't)
If my inner demons prevail, and if they slay me, don’t worry
(I know you won't)
I deserved better than this
But who am I to judge
Sitting on a glade of doom
I watch the black fire swallows everything
I threw myself into the flames
As my skin burns, the burden is left alone
I burned out but I'm still here
Because the burden that I carried and that remained was me
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In the chasm of my soul, hope dissipates,
Passion, once fervent, succumbs to its cruel fate.
Apathy envelops, like a shroud of despair,
Leaving me questioning if life's worth to wear
Lost in the vacancy, where emotions decay,
A captive of distress, trapped in shades of gray.
Love's allure, a distant echo in the night,
As loneliness engulfs, swallowing delight.
The pleasures I once knew, now hollow and cold,
A symphony of desolation, a story untold.
In somber solitude, my spirit longs for release,
Yet complexities of existence offer no ease.
Perhaps it's in surrender, in embracing the pain,
Where I find solace, in this soul-draining terrain.
Lost in the vacancy, where emotions decay,
A captive of distress, trapped in shades of gray.
The tragic beauty of a life torn apart,
A haunting melody, etched upon my broken heart.
For in this depressive descent, I find my rest,
In the embrace of darkness, my soul is laid to rest.
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10. |
Sickness
07:39
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There is a sickness inside each of us
We do everything we can to deny its existence
Through dereliction, lies and distraction
Until one endlessly long moment
Through dereliction, lies and distraction
Until one endlessly long moment
When body revolt over mind
A man cannot unsee the truth
Man can't run away from sickness
He can't willingly go back from the darkness
Or to go blind once he has the curse of sight
Until he wishes to be unborn
All he can do is scream out
Or to shut his mouth forever
All he can do is to scream out:
I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE
There is a sickness inside each of us
We do everything we can to deny its existence
When body revolt over mind
A man cannot unsee the truth
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Why did I have to meet you?
And feel the bright darkness enter me
Why did I look in your eyes?
And felt a look of suffering and hope
Why do I feel that way?
The queen of my darkness appeared to me
There is a wall between us
Indestructible and unavoidable
I'm not letting you in
Because I'm afraid of the past
Why can't I be what you're looking for?
I feel like a thrown golden horse
Why do you look with your eyes closed?
I want you forever
I'm looking for something else
Your appearance doesn't matter
I may be lost but I know the way
And there is no you on that path
And I want it to stay that way
Don't leave me, I need your light
In me lies only the darkness that swallows my good
The good I would always give to you
And finally felt alive
There is a wall between us
Indestructible and unavoidable
I'm not letting you in
Because I'm afraid of the past
I'm leaving you
I'm not coming back
When I never had a chance
This is my last goodbye
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I had everything, but now there is nothing left
The feeling of lonliness has never been stronger
Sometimes I look for drugs to kill this pain
But it is stronger than anything, it lives with me (and in me)
I let her go too easily
I lost that important battle
She carried my shield and my sword
Suffered something undeserved
And yet she smiled
As everything was fine
She was my rock, my support
Now she is only the past
The past that will live with me
Until my last breath
And when I end up deep under ground
I’ll know that I never forgot her
I’ll know that I hav enever forgiven myself
And I’ll know that’s how I ended up there
Only when you lose someone you realize how much you love them
Only when you lose someone you realize how much of an enemy you can become to yourself
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Narrow Cold Zadar, Croatia
Narrow Cold is one man depressive melodic doom detah metal project from zadar, Croatia.
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